Ugh I'm sick of boy problems

I really want to ask God why he made guys so damn hot. I mean seriously, I hate being tortured. I might have found a really great guy but there's no way in hell he'd date me. I'm not the kind of girl he wants. I know I'm great and whatnot but I hate that I'm not what he wants. I know I should move on, there's other fish in the ocean but I just absolutely hate that personality-wise I'm probably what he wants but not looks. I know a guy shouldn't choose a girl over looks, but he's in that category of guys who choose that beautiful girl. Okay, so I don't know him that well but from everything I see, its what I want.

If I can start my master plan now I can get him within a year. Hopefully. If I actually start it after Thanksgiving that is. Because I can't stand not having him.

Wow, I havent blog yet in November?!

Hahaha, nope I haven't. So this is my first post nine days into the month. I think I'm serverly addicted to tumblr. It's really gonna turn into a big problem somewhere down the road. I think I'm addicted to raising my tumblarity up constantly.

I think I should either go to the Downtown Fiction concert or the Monarchs game on Wednesday. I should get out an about and let tumblr be.

Other than my addiction to tumblr, I haven't really been up to much. Pretty much just tumblr & street teamed all weekend. Pretty boring I know. But it was a lazy weekend for me. I probably wont get another one for a while.

I go home most weekends now. Been helping the family organize things at my Grams since we're going to be selling it hopefully within the next year.

I need another concert! I'm dying since my last one on October 23rd when I saw the ever-so-handsome Jesse Ruben. So good to see him again! If I don't see the TDF on Wed. I won't see one until the 27th & 28th when I see Boys Like Girls, the Maine, A Rocket to the Moon, Cobra Starship & Versa Emerge on the 27th. And Push Play, Phil Bensen & Emily Osment on the 28th. Can NOT wait for that weekend!

Just one month & eight days left until I leave this horrid school!