Boy, am I tired of waiting for the right guy to come around. Right now it seems like he's never, ever gonna get here. I know, I'm only eighteen. I'm young. I haven't waited that long, but damn, is this boy ever gonna get here?
I started liking this guy. When I first started talking to him, he seemed wicked chill. And I love when guys are chill. At first we started talking online. It was great. Then he met me in person. And I think that's where it went wrong. He took one look at me and said "nope, I deffinately do not want to be friends with her." I haven't talked to him for a few weeks now. And he probably won't talk to me again.
So tonight I was thinking, forget him. I don't need him. I've been doing a damn good job just having me in my life. I mean, I can't leave myself. Now I have to walk around seeing him and thinking to myself "damn, I was so close. I was so close to at least having a new friend." But then why in the hell would a good looking guy want to be friends with me? And even think about dating me. God, I have been so dumb to think that a guy would ever be into me.
I'm just gonna be one of those old ladies with 23 cats.
At least for now, I'm gonna really start trying to take a friend's advice that she gave to me a few months ago, but I never took it. I'm gonna stop wanting to come around. When he's ready, he'll get here.
New Years in Time Square
10 years ago
2 comments:
To each his own.
Just because some jerk didn't want to date you doesn't mean you won't find someone that's absolutely crazy about you :]
I know, I know.
I was just having a bad night that night.
Im a little bit better now.
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