Just Gotta Love Your Friends

I am really starting to get sick and tired of this. Im really tired of being taken for granted. I'm the one who's always there for my friends but my friends are never there for me. I'm always the one who they can turn to for a shoulder to cry on but they won't do the same for me. They will come to me with their boys problems but criticize me for the boys I like. I love it when one friend always tells me that I'm never good enough for a boy. When I wanna talk to my friends, they'll just say yeah, uh huh, yup or just totally flat out leave me. I mean, I have no problem being there for a friend in need but what about me? Will you be there for me? Nobody was there for when my family died. Only family was there. No friend to turn to. No friend who had a shoulder I could cry on. There was only 2 people I told last week when my great uncle passed away and only one of the two told me that they were sorry for me. And I just met that person a few weeks ago. A friend I have known for years couldn't even tell me they were sorry for me. I might be complaining about nothing. Its not really a big problem. Some people have it worse. But this has been bugging me for years. I'm always the friend who was taken for granted. And I just really feel like getting this off my chest. And I kinda feel a wee bit better that I have finally said it.