Same as Madison

I definitely feel the same way as you do Madison! I've been realizing that lately I don't have many true friends. I was looking at my top friends on my myspace and I don't have a friend who's my #2. That is filled in by a band. I mean I love this band but I always feel weird looking at my top friends. I used to have a #2 friend but her and I became too distant even tho she's an hour away from me. =( And that's how its been for months, a band fills my #2 spot. I wish I had someone to fill that spot. There isn't anyone here at college that can fill it either. I hate when friends you were such great friends with during high school just don't make an effort to try to stay friends. I'm lucky enough that my best friend through out high school has stayed in touch with me even though she's in Georgia. Now that's definitely a best friend and I'm so lucky that she's mine and I'm hers! But I just wish I had a #2 best friend or at least a friend to fill that spot. My #2 is a band, my #3 is a member in my #4 band and my #5 is my street team. That just makes me feel so special. But I do feel special that I'm my #3's #3 if you can understand that. I guess I'll have to wait until after college to find that friend. But I love all the friends I do have!

Oh yeah, btw, I'm not his good luck charm. I did everything the same as I did on Wednesday but he didn't tell me to get a good seat again, so I guess it only worked on Wednesday. Oh well, I tried. I just wish that it did work. I would feel so special if it did. =(